| I'm rather drunk. But some times when I feel like this, I'm honest and open, I love you, I do, yet, I'm stuck thinking over and over again, it seems there is no end. I can't hold back, maybe you'll mock me, but I can't concoct a Reason to care what you think of me. I can't run from what Iv done, the things Iv said, all the drugs, times and things Iv had. You are so much better, than anything that I could call liquer. I'm telling you how I am, and how it is. I wanted you to know, Iv put away my loaded gun and decided to sit back and watch the world go by. Oh yeah, the Damage has come, I remember what I done, Oh yeah, Oh yeah, its alright, I'm feeling the outcome. I see the dissapointment I was feeling, if I love, I can't do what I don't want to. I don't feel the need to change, I'm stubborn. And loving this harbor of feelings. Basic rejection of me for who I am, I won't be able to give in to that. Even if, I were a Rat. Why does it matter if I am who I am? I can't give up like that, it makes me wonder why and want to cry. I'm not weak, but now what I wanted so bad I could taste is looking bleak, my love seems like one big waste. I went in, with too much haste. I'm Cold, and the damage is done, I can't give in and do what I'm told, you don't see me, so I guess, you'll never understand me. So I'll get drunk and ask God if he can grant me some luck. Great spirit above. Why can't I just have love? Peace of mind will follow I'm sure. I'll never blame you, not even it comes to a stir in my mind, I'll suffocate that thought, and drown it in Love that is Raw from refusing, and rejection. I respect all the creatures, yet, I can't get any of those peaceful features. Oh yeah, Alright, Rampage is gone. Alright, the Night is still young, Oh yeah, Alright. The fighting has stopped. Oh, alright, Iv seen what it is that I want. |
