I hide in these eyes,
My lies,
My cries,
The days in which I wanted to die,
These are just a few things I hold in my eyes.
In my heart this is what I always feel,
Pain and agony beyond my wildest fears,
Within these years,
My heart has turned black,
There was once an innocence there that will never come back,
That is something that I lack,
I can never turn back.
In the depths of my soul,
There is something I will never let go,
All my childhood years,
When I didn’t have to live in fear,
All I felt was sheer happiness,
In the days that life was so clear,
That was something I held so dear.
In my brain there’s an on-going battle,
Should I go?, or should I stay?,
It’s an on-going struggle everyday,
And no matter what I’ll always feel this way,
So why should I tell you I’m fine and ok?,
When almost all day the only thing I feel is pain. |
