There’s nothing to fall back on when I'm deserted and secluded from the world,
when it feels like nothing worth living for,
besides the one single hope that someone else cares,
and it seems lately that no one does,
it seems as though,
I’m just stumbling though life,
I’m telling my loved ones,
Everything’s alright,
When I’m really just up worrying all night,
I wish with all my might,
That I was ok,
that everything was just fine,
And I wasn’t in my own permanent shrine.
I wish so badly I wasn’t all alone,
I want with all my heart,
To just be seen and known,
And yet if it comes true,
I will continue to be blue,
Because they really don’t have a clue,
What I see or what I do.
So when I fall off the face of this earth,
When my only loved ones are alive,
I’ll send them a message from my grave,
Hoping and wishing their all ok,
So this is what I’ll say:
Hold your chins up high,
Don’t grieve,
Because I chose to die. |
