When will I laugh again,
How can I forget the pain,
Will I lie in bed,
And cry my life away,
Wishing to be dead,
Don't wanna stay,
If I wanna write I'm not a fake,
I'll do it and make my mistakes,
I'm only human you are too,
So don't tell me what to do,
I'm fed up having my life controlled,
I'm not gonna die I'm gonna grow old,
Show you all how strong I am,
Show you all I am a man,
No matter how much pain I feel,
I'm gonna get through this,
Yeah I gotta get through this,
I don't care how much you spit on me,
How much pain you cause,
'Cause when you find out I've survived,
It'll be your live's lost,
Here we are again,
With another little argument,
You tell me how good my life is,
Without knowing the little things,
Just 'cause I'm thirteen,
Doesn't mean I'm unclean,
Doesn't mean I'm lying about my past,
It all happens in slow motion,
Leave it all behind,
Jump into the ocean,
I'm not gonna do that though,
I'm gonna survive just so you know. |
