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hiding me from me
written by Schizophrenic_broken06:14 PM 11/8/04Wake up everymorning,
To another day of hell,
Put on my make up,
To cover my face,
Eat my breakfast,
Like nothing's wrong,
Dress in the clothes,
The ones that I hate,
My uniform,
Remiding me of what,
Is lying ahead,
I get out of the car,
Check that I'm not fading,
For I'm no longer real,
My whole world is an illusion,
Fake, I walk away,
Most of them believe me,
That I'm as fine as fine can be,
But in reality, I'm not,
I'm broken and depressed,
Shattered and hurt,
Tired and lonely,
Lost and upset,
But i guess thats how,
they made me,
the girl that always crys,
the girl that cut and try,
to die, to fade away and go,
but life wont let me leave,
I'm stuck to face the pain,
a thousand tears i cry,
before night begins,
to fall and hide the light,
the darkness to cover my emotion,
another illusion,
in my broken world,
yet as i lay my head,
tears roll down my face,
my diary is full of all,
the depressing thoughts,
that i hide away from view.
I cut my arms, but i cant cry,
For after this my eyes have dried,
Eventually I'm asleep,
I dream of hate and pain,
Another morning i awake,
To hide myself again. |
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| » Comments / Feedback | by Trapezium (11-8-2004 - 06:18 PM)
| wow, this is amazing. You're a really good poet |
by Schizophrenic_broken (11-8-2004 - 06:22 PM)
| thanks, i just let my self write, didnt really bother if it was a poem, this is just how i feel at the mo. |
by bloodlyvalentine (11-9-2004 - 08:04 PM)
| wow, lots of pain, everyone has to feel it, you just gotta get thru it |
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