The same,
Every morning,
The same dread,
As I get outa bed,
Never ready,
For what awaits,
Longing and wishing,
For a future fake,
For that is life to me,
A secret,
Whisper,
In the wind,
Ripple in the water,
Cloud in the sky.
Everyday,
I dress,
The clothes,
I feel sad in,
My uniform of hell,
For that is where,
I belong
I cover my,
Swollen eyes,
Make up,
Every day,
It's alway,
This,
Always,
That,
Never really,
Just bout me,
I'm confused,
Sanity ripped,
Heart broken,
Soul torn
I'm the one,
They hate,
The one,
They wouldn't notice,
If I never came back,
But everyday,
I play it up,
Put on the same,
Damn show,
The stupid fake,
Cover ups,
The pretends,
The same damn,
Illusion,
But it aint wierd,
It aint strange,
It's my life,
My uniform of hell.
Yet when, I'm home,
When I'm alone,
When it's quiet,
When it's sad,
When they're not there,
The friends who help,
Me through,
I'm not the stranger,
That you see,
I'm just plain me,
Without,
The uniform of hell,
It's just plain me. |
