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Self Hatred
written by insanebitch200001:44 PM 11/22/04Never perfect.
Never good enough.
Society has set the guidelines
in which we "should" model
our lives
our every thoughts.
Or else we'll never fit in.
And if we don't fit in,
we're worthless.
Why can't I be happy
with myself?
Why must I be full of so much
acceptance and
love and compasion
for others then not have any leftover
for me?
I don't understand.
I hate people.
A person, I can stand.
Even like.
But I hate people.
People judge you
Pick on you
Make you hate yourself.
They degrade you
sometimes behind your back
but not always.
Their words wear and tear
at your soul
until you believe them.
Soon you are ugly
stupid
worthless.
And you believe them.
They have no compassion for outcasts
for they are the ones to cast you away |
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