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Suicidal
written by insanebitch200001:46 PM 11/22/04She hated her life
it was crap
her mom wouldn't let her do anything cause she met the most strictest father ever
When she was born her father wasn't there
always smoking always getting drunk betting on her mom while she sat up on the top of the stairs
crying
But now she misses her father
she hates her other life
they wont let her do anything always expecting her to get great grades,clean and be the perfect child
but the only thing is her mother got the opposite she had stolen and smoked and got caught
but she had learned what to do and what not to do
and she had tried to prove it to her parents but her parents didn't give in
So now she can't take the bus or train at the age of 13 so she stays home in pain waiting for her parents to trust her again
But if her parents don't change pretty soon she is gonna go crazy and have problems
it has been a year now she is 14 yrs old
she has changed she wishes she was dead she hates her whole family she is going crazy...
she does no what to do
but she noes that if nothing changes this year is id gonna end up going suicidal...
Its too late they still make her stay in the house, not letting her take the bus..
she has gone suicidal already she has about 23 cuts on her leg another one just above it saying Hate my life
and bout 14 on her wrists
she is afraid to tell her parents anything now cause every word she says comes back as yelling or fighting
so all she does is stay in her room listening to depressed songs all day
thinking about her future or present past
she can't help it now all she thinks about is slicing her wrist, slicing her wrist
over and over again, but she stop herself
Buy remembering that she has friends that cares about her.
But one day she hopes that her parents will trust her and lets her out and to free from this
Suicidal Life. |
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