Its been so long since I have smiled,
Its been forever I forgot how to laugh,
But you cant always keep me down,
That is all in the past,
Im ok!
I remeber the fights the tears,
I remeber the brusies,
I remeber it all,
Im ok,
You said you loved me,
That I was the coolest chick you ever met,
I saw you walk right out that door,
My love is still strong,
Im ok,
Taking the razor sliding it down my arm,
Feeling the burn feeling the thoughts fade away,
Popping the pills,
Tasting my trips,
Im past that all,
I fell and Now Im up,
Im ok,
Living in a lie for so long,
I grew to belive it was the truth,
Now I know What these feelings are,
I know Im not crazy,
Or am I?
Im ok,
I dont hate this life,
Its made me stronger,
Though there where times I wanted to die,
There where times That I have tried,
Through everything that I have seen,
Throught everything I have been put through,
And All the mistakes and lies That I have made,
I broke free,
And now,
Im ok,
Or am I? |
