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To Amy
written by lost_cause01:04 AM 11/30/04First off I want to say that this is not your fault. You may make me want to break sometimes but I love you. You are the best friend I have ever had.
The only thing I want to say is that there are things you have done that make me cry... That make me want to die... Everything is so serious with you. The littlest things piss you off... It's hard for me to make you happy... I don't like to see you down...
Sometimes I feel like I mean nothing to you... I can never apologize enough for anything... You make me feel guilty...
No wait... You don't make me feel anything... You do things that INDIRECTLY make me feel useless and awful...
I know you don't notice but I do try to make everything in your life better... I never get anywhere... At least that's how I feel...
I love you... I love you more than anyone except my Granny... I can never say that I love you enough because I love you more than words can show... |
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» Comments / Feedback | by bleedblack (11-30-2004 - 02:38 AM)
i'm sorry ... i love you to death ... but you do things "indirectly" to me too that make me feel like shit. you are the best friend i ever had and i never want to lose that. but lately i just feel like you don't care anymore, i can't see how your trying to help because every time i say something that i may be upset about you get pissed at me and i'm the one that should be mad. the reason these "little things" piss me off so much is that you don't need to lie about the little things .. you shouldn't have to lie to me at all ... monica and ashley have been telling me that your mad because i haven't been telling you things ... well i don't have much to say since you seem to be pissed at me all the time for no reason ... and its not like you tell me things anymore ... you always tell ashley and monica ... so i don't know how else to feel but shitty ... i can't help but get pissed ... i have no real friends right now that i know will stand by my side ... i don't feel like i have anyone that i can just call up and talk to for the hell of it ... or just hang out and do nothing with ... i've been so down lately i don't think you even understand .. nobody besides you, monica, and ashley know that something is even remotely wrong with me ... i have to hide it so my mom doesn't go psycho .. just lately she asked if me or you had been "scratching" lately .... i said no of course. but i hate how she calls it "scratching" she doesn't know shit ... welll i don't know what else |
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