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Much Further Down
written by maledeth08:08 PM 12/14/04I swoon me a faulting conscious.
One that bears all secrecy in death and woe.
I slither to me, frail emotions to dream....
Reason why the mind of one is blown.
With self-righteous speech, to scream names, deafening the midnight sky.
To say her name in exaggerated whipser once more......
I give up my term in celestial planes as I die.
Only to return to her once more.
I give up auric endeavor to may us, in name of love, togetherly bound.
And sanction all the nothingness we had sought to change before.
But I realize I killed myself to push myself further down.
Into sterilized dream.....Much further down....nothing more.
Return to my aiding hand!
I cannot breathe self-deception anymore in empty sands.
Alone in lifeless nightmare, as to perish in prevailing woe.
The simple reason why I thought my death in life, condoned.
Drowning myself in mysery, I once believed we would forever be bound.
Asphyxiating myself in sorrow. I sought out to believe this once before.
To clench her pale white hand, and live in eternal love." Built and Found"
And to never be pushed down, nevermore.
Pushed much further down into nothingess....nothing more. |
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