you tell me not to worry,
you promise,
and that i
need to trust you.
i trust you
with all my heart,
but i can't stop
thinking that
you have said all this before,
and now look
at where we are.
i worry,
and i can't help it
if i feel this way,
but i don't sleep
and i can't concentrate
on anything anymore.
everyone asks me
if i'm all right
and i can't take it anymore.
i want to trust you,
i do trust you,
but something inside of me
just won't let
this pain,
this worry,
this fear,
it just won't let it go |