| I knew you once before, but now you've stolen my mind, here I am again, sitting here in the rain blind. Rape my life, straight across my wrist with the knife. Sinister salvation in suicide, verbal, not literal, for the fool is, bleeding to death in the mud. Soaking mother earth in his blood. Another dead hero, slipping into death, eyes that gaze upon the city consumed by a pyro. Her voice echo's in my head, day after day, I just want it to get the fuck away! I can't take it, I can't stand the thought, some of you might think it poetic, but it is so hectic, I'll just call it satanic. "She wants to kill me." I'll just have to stab this scarred heart, stop the beating, set the darkness within free. Trapped by terror, soaked in suicide, slipping into the demons mind. I'll feel myself drop off the edge and into the trial. Stand tall as I bleed, here comes my pride. "Fuck you, I forsake you, I love to hate you, just shut up, take the phone, hang it up. I'm sick of this, so tired of hearing you cry, its casting me into the light. Just run away before your sadness starts another fight, just get away before your pain brings my brutal pride!" Here we lay again, on the ground, I can still year you crying, I hear all of those maddening sounds. Take a look in Hell, remember, that's where I was found. "Just fucking, Kill me, or commit suicide, because I cannot take this anymore, Iv already died. and again, I will never cry. There is nothing left for me to heed there is nothing more for you to need, no more can I feed, there's no blood left in your body, you are dry, the only thing left for you to do is go some where else to cry!" |
