Today I took a bunch of pills,
To numb the pain I feel.
The pills brought peace, reminding me
That everything is real.
I need a comfort,
I need a care.
Right now I need,
Someone there.
I feel so lost,
I feel confused.
I no longer,
Have my muse.
I don't know who,
Or where to turn.
No matter where,
I feel this burn.
All this pain,
All these tears.
Now I am,
Consumed by fear.
The pills were there,
The drugs are too.
I need them because,
Of what I've been through. |