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Deeper And Darker Than Hell
written by Slipknot8804:44 AM 2/25/05ok this is a long one so i hope you have time to read it
Sean
Deeper And Darker Than Hell
Im Lost Confused, All Pent Up Full Of Hate
Could My Life Be A True Lonesome Fate?
I Will Not Conform Or Change For Anything Or Anyone
But I Was Molded Into Something I Am Not
Overtime….
Its Pathetic, Accept It
Not Toleration At All, This Will Have Been In Vain
Im Enraged…Looking For This One Solution
Stay Inside My Hole Until I Take Control
Forgetting Mirth, Love. Consumed By The One Thing I Loved…Hate
I Cant Believe That This Is True I Cant Believe That I Hated You
I Can See You But You Cant See Me
You Say You Love Me But Yet You Cant Understand Me
The One Thing I Thought Cleared The Sky Only Made It Darker Until Im Forced To Cry
That’s When I See The Sun And Remember The Sound Of Mirth
But Then Forgotten As Fast As The Blink Of An Eye
Its Almost Time For Me To Play
Please Don’t Tell Me That You’re Terrified
No Guide No Moon No Shining Star The Only Thing Im Surviving On Is This Hate
I Guess This Must Be The Virus Of Life Consumed And Swallowed By Betrayal, Treachery And Strife
I Wish I Could Explain This Confusion This Fatal Decline
Everything Foul And Unhealthy Has Always Been Mine
If I Could Do This All Over Again I Wouldn’t Have Survived This Long
The Memories The Dreams
The Faint But Vivid Sound Of The Life Giving Stream
Every Step I Take Is One More To Hell But What If Im Already There? What’s Next?
Earth………….?
Confused, Cant See Chocking, Coughing, On This Poison That Has Consumed Me
It Has Become Me The Only Cure Is The Two Who I Can See Anytime I Want
Their Imprinted Image And Voice So Vivid But Yet So Far
I Must Follow These Two Angels Back To This Place Called Earth
Maybe If I Do My Soul Will Be Reborn But Doubts Come From The Center Of My Core
What If With All Of This Torment My Soul Cannot Soar?
What If I Have Been Sent Down While Still Living?
Is Any Of This Real? Is Any Of This Possible?
It Must Be….
I Need A God Someone To Believe In I Need To See The Angels From This Heaven
My Heaven Is Your Hell Who Would’ve Thought That I Drowned In Darkness While Still Breathing?
Please Stay And Guide Me Some More. You Are The Only Ones Who Can Help This Soul To Soar….To Earth.
One Of The Angels Is Love The Voice So Rejuvenating. That Is Why I Am Still Alive.
The Song She Sings Has Helped Me To Strive
I Will Make It To This Place Called Earth And Maybe I Will Be Guided To This Myth Called Heaven.
She Is So Beautiful Her Appearance Can Lighten The Darkest Of Labyrinths
But Still It’s Hard To See She Lightens So Much The Darkness Is Only Like Volcanic Ash….It’s So Much Brighter…
The Other Angel Is So Strong So Unbreakable Nothing Can Stop His Might
He Is The One Who Keeps Me Able And Ready To Fight. To Fight This Evil, This Devil Who Makes Satan Look Weak Because It Never Leaves No Matter What Happens Until This Angel Appears On His Stallion With His Bright Sword Of Might And Shield Stronger Than Diamonds It Can Repel Any Morning Star Like Water Putting out Fire, And Ash That Is Left From This Evil
The Two Combined Are Stronger Than The Myth Of The Arc Angel Michael And Holier Than This Scarcely Spoken Of God This Woman I Would Love To Get To Know To Help Me Through To This Earth If I Make It So That I May One Day Be Like Her And Guide The Souls Or Living Searching For Peace. I Have Met The Other He Is Kind And Willing To Give His Sword To Me When Ever I Need It. Once I Have Made It To This Earth Maybe We Can Become Other Beacons Of Light He Will Be There Always, But I Do Wish This To Be The Same With Her
I Saw Her Again She Helped Without Speaking Her Radiant Beauty Is Like What I Remember Of A Cool Breeze On A Warm Summer Night. Just By Looking At Me, She Saw My Weariness And Carried Me The Rest Of The Way. I Am Still Not Close To This Beloved Earth….But Maybe She’ll Reveal Herself And Become My One Thing That Cant Be Broken……..For This To Happen I Can Only Hope, Pray And The Most Important Of All Have Faith Since Faith Has Gotten Me Back To Hell From Even Further Under. Pitch Black Has Just Turned To A Less Pitch Black With Her I Will Make It To Earth And I Know It Because I Have Faith In This Mythical Angel And This “GOD”……..
The Worst Was Yet To Come. Hatred Everything Evil Surrounded Me.
I Couldn’t Think I Couldn’t Move I Broke Down In The Arms Of Suicide, It Almost Consumed Me.
The One I Love Is Impossible To See Or Hear So I Only Have This Faint Memory Of Her
Voice……..I………….Wish…………..I………Hope……Oh……….God…………I’m…………………Ready…….To….......Give……………..In…………..
Sean Furlong |
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such a bad week and month then year....
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