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Lose*
written by Trapezium07:28 PM 7/16/04Everything's going wrong with my life again,
Everything's taken away why can't i pretend,
I'll find my answer the meaning of life,
But before i do that i will find a knife,
My hairline to my jaw is where it should be,
A scab will form when will you see?
I feel like losing this game i wont continue,
I've already lost this game i can't lose you,
They say i should do what i choose,
But i can't when my fate is to lose,
If i wanted to live i'd die,
Now i want to be killed i lie.
No matter what i do it's a no win situation,
My train keeps getting lost ending at the wrong station,
I'm lost in the fake thoughts i create,
Then when i'm winning i fill with hate,
Go back 10 spaces the voices will say,
I'm losing again not fair no way.
I'm now the one in denial,
Let my blood drip land in a vial,
My soul is now as black as oil,
My thoughts as murky and dull as soil,
If there was one thing in the world one thing i could be,
That thing would be dead you don't understand me. |
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Author's footnotes and comments on this Poem:
I haven't done a poem in stanzas for a while so i thought i should... this is how i'm feeling at hte moment... pretty damned low i can say
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| » Comments / Feedback | by Psycho_Penguin (7-16-2004 - 07:35 PM)
| Good poem... Life sucks, it's true... But in every life there is something worth living for... Hold your head high... Then you can't see the shadow. |
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