So many things I want to tell you,
but so many things I know I can't say.
I love you mum, I truly do.
But I can't let you know how I'm feeling today.
I guess I've been denying what happened,
pretending I was never touched.
Maybe I thought that playing pretend,
would help me stop hurting so much.
Honestly, I wish I could get it out,
and let you know what he did.
He told me it was normal,
but I was just a kid!
I guess you already know now,
but maybe I told a bit too late.
Because the pain has already took it's toll,
and I've already begun to hate.
See, heres the story, mum.
I was sexually abused.
The reason I died today,
is because I realized I was misused.
I hope you understand,
this death is not because of you.
I felt used and worthless,
it was just something I had to do.
So, I'll say this for the last time,
and I hope you always remember.
I love you mum, daddy too.
Please say goodbye to my sister and brothers. |
