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Vision Of My Head Pt. 1
written by cryptic_misery03:59 AM 3/20/05| Don't know how long I can take it. Can I wait when I take to the shake and I fake it? I mean come on for heaven sake it. Why when I try not to cry when I hear them say I have nothing to do with it when they fight it feels like a lie when i fall to the floor, my dad slams the door, sooner or later I'm not crying no more. I'm the one they adore. Even though they look at me with pride and they look me in the eye and tell me not to cry nno more. I fight it like a soldier, everyday i'm getting older. Feels like the world's on my shoulders. Trying to get it all over with my life. I've been stabbed by a knife in my back in a matter of fact it's like a crazy impact feeling. It's like somebody's stealing my feelings that I'm facing these tears that I've been tasting, the years that i'm wasting away. The times with the hurt that I suffer today rather then trying not to blow up and say, don't even get mad, hey don't you feel bad? I know you're not sad when you're watchin your sitcoms, screaming, yellin at your mom and you feel like a bomb about to explode, the blood so strong now you sing my song that i'm hating. My heart is breaking my head is shaking what am I doing wrong? I'm tired of waiting so long. Do you know how I feel? My broken heart can't heal. So please don't seal it with a kiss cuz I miss all the ignorance from the bliss. Honestly I'm hating this, violation, isolation, don't forget discrimination, in a vision of my head. |
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first part of the 2 part series of a long poem I wrote when I was about 12. what do you think?
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