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WHo Am i now?
written by Alone_Empty_doll05:51 AM 4/3/05| Lookin at that picure of the little girl. was that me? When once a cute princess has grown up and now can see. From when i was 5 I have changed much. THe hair the nails the rocknroll touch. The once little dresses are skimpy skirts now and the butterfly shirts have all been thrown out. replaced by what a teenager should wear like halters and bras and shirts wit great flair. when once had no worries but now thoughts swirl in my head. sometimes i have trouble getting to bed. the Bleeding edge dollz replaced all my toys. THe thought about Elmo is now about boyz. The time that i used to be able to play is now filled with homework and essays all day. The wonderful stories the bools i would read are now about vampiars and killers and fiends, The lulaby songs that i used to sing were replaced by Metallica and damn my ears ring. The once dark brown hair was dyed and and now blonde. I used to wear hairclips where have they gone? When once was the favorite child of the house am now ignored I feel like a mouse. I had bad vocanulary and made up some words but now i talk much different and use some proverbs. When once i was sweet and nice and had fun is now a bad attitude and trouble all done. I used to know what pain felt like too till i took a knife an just cut right through. I knew that smoking and drinking is bad and now i just do it. isn't that sad? I remember it all like then was today I wish i could change it i wish i could play i wish that i could stop and put the drugs away i wish that baq then was now and today... |
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Author's footnotes and comments on this Poem:
umm... i was lookin at my little brother and he was playing with his toys and for a while i started to remember about how i was be fore and everyone can only write about the shit that happens to them so y not change that a little wouldn't eveybody wish that their life was easier and they were little again... well at least sometimes
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| » Comments / Feedback | by Alone_Empty_doll (4-3-2005 - 05:53 AM)
by crazychicc92 (4-3-2005 - 06:52 AM)
| that was good i liked it and ya i do wish that sometimes it might sound gay but it was alot less woring |
by (guest) (4-5-2005 - 04:01 PM)
| elmo is now about boys.....ok since when did elmo turn into a paedophile? God, nobody is safe now...NOBODYYYYYYYYY |
by (guest) (4-6-2005 - 03:10 AM)
| lol at the guest above... but i too wish for those to come back to me.... especially so i can spend time with those that i have lost in my life... |
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