| I often lay in bed, under the sedation, that the configuration, my eyes are fixated on, just cant be my imagination. All those movies must have made a crazy creation in my brain, i feel like im really insane, and so ashamed for my child like behaviour, isnt there a cure? Because my mind wont let me ignore. Sweaty, turning, tossing, sleepless, i dont want to confess, they might find it humerous. So i lie awake in bed, instead, with all my dread. Until the sun will rise, i'll stare up into the skies. |
