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Of The Night
written by xxxxxxblackdragonxxxxxx02:10 AM 4/19/05I walk by myself every day
Thinking amongst a thousand other minds and souls alike
But my way is sightly different
For happiness is not something I strive for anymore
People grow distant and fade
Every time finding myself alone again
Family life, I cannot complain
But there is still something I lack
Inner peace; true happiness
Every day I wake
Nothing to really look foward to
So many broken promises
And I never stood up for myself when the time was oppourtune
I am mocked, outcasted, taken advantage of...
With only myself to blame
I do suppose it would be easier to have higher self-seteem
But getting there is the difficult part
Most of the time I feel down
Never suicidal though
But always lonely
People describe me as a loner
And I eventually came to the fact that I dont and have never fit in
And now it is too late
For you see... I like my place in society as of now
And if there is another chance
I will most surely cling to it
But I want to live my life the way I want
Plain clothes
Nothing extraordinary on the outside
No special hairstyle
Isolated
Lonely
Faded
Slightly narcissitic
Slightly ignorant
Hopeless
Shameful
Self-destructive in my mind
So before you judge me like the many who have before
Take a second and listen
Then you will see there is more to me
Than is outwardly visible |
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