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Waiting..
written by XxXxAngel_of_deathXxXxX03:13 AM 4/20/05Nothing here..
Just a vast empty space..
so cold and lonely.
My soul wonders here, in this world, not that other place.
The darkness is so overwhelming its peaceful
Like the cold numbing feeling of a razor cutting your flesh or, the suffocating and tightening of a noose around your neck.
You talk to me
to try to see what's on my mind
but on the inside there is nothing
as my heart beats my soul sleeps
Waiting..
for that day when it can awaken.
with no more hate
no more fakes
no more fits
no more bullshit
no more people that think they know me, that act like they can relate
No more people that think they know how I feel when I say there are something's I just can't bare, when in fact they don't even care.
I feel no more pain
Look how far I came
But something's just don't change..they will always be the same..
You say you love me
You say you care
You say you're doing what's best
I'll stab you in the fucking chest
You leave me here alone
You talk with cold hate in your tone
You yell
You scream
You mock me.
You call me stupid fat and ugly.
With that stupid grin on your face and that cold beer can in your hand..
You think you know who I am??
You don't know shit about me!!!
I won't give you the satisfaction of knowing how I feel inside,
I won't let you know that because of you I've been counting the days till I died,
I won't let you know how hard I cried.
You've made living here a living hell.
My death right now is what I truly long..
But I know my death is what you dreamed and wanted all along. |
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Author's footnotes and comments on this Poem:
I think its pretty self explanatory
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