i cried for you last night,
i cried for the lies,
i cried for the fights,
i cried that i couldn't make it right,
i cried with all my might.
i died last night,
i died from the pain,
i died from your pain,
i died from the suspense,
i died from the fact that this doesn't make sense.
i waited last night,
i waited for your call,
i waited to ball,
i waited to fall.
i faded last night,
i faded from your life,
i faded from your thoughts,
i faded from your arms,
i faded from harm.
i debated last night,
i debated if i should call,
i debated if i should even be worried at all,
i debated if i should leave in a hurry,
i debated why the walls are becoming blurry.
i faked it last night,
i faked a smile,
i faked a mile,
i faked while you talked to me.
i played you last night,
i played your thoughts,
i played your heart,
i played your soul.
i changed last night,
i changed into what i need to be,
i changed into the person i knew i had to be,
i changed into me.
i made it this mourning,
i made it to sanity,
i made it to freedom,
i made it to the real world,
I MADE IT! |
