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Calling out for Help!
written by Open_Until_4Am11:28 PM 10/18/04Oh I want tell you all my little secrets.
But will you understand me when I tell you.
This isn't about how my life is anymore.
You have no control on how I feel.
I don't either.
If I told you I used to hurt myself.
Are you going to scream.
See this is the problem.
I'm to worried about what you'll say.
I should be more worried about if I'm going to feel down again and hurt myselfsomeday.
This shouldn't be about you.
All about me.
I shouldn't care if you are mad.
I'm stepping out asking from help.
But in the back of my head.
All I hear are the words over and over again.
It seemed to be so easy.
Now I'm scared again.
I have the words on the tip of my tongue.
Anyone would think that you'd be happy I'm asking for help instead of going back and feel bad again.
It's so hard to tell you all the things I feel.
I hate the questions I get from you.
But I have to do what's right for me.
Even if you don't want to see.
You'll have to know I'm calling out for help. |
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Author's footnotes and comments on this Poem:
This doesn't make sence.It's seems so easy when you right it down on paper.But it's not when I come back and think about it.I don't want her to hate me.I just want to get help.
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