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Scared Shitless
written by chaoticthoughts03:20 AM 12/7/04| Woke up in the state of contempment. Realized that life wasn't as ghastly as it had been. Tears ceased falling, blooding quit dripping, all signs of torment had come to a hault. Instead, harmony was placed inside the heart, peace was only in mind, confidence overcame the body. No more using drugs, getting drunk until seeing two of everything, no more exploitation of the body in sexual ways. Serenity was now in place, soberness was never so easy, respect for one's self was refreshing. The bickering was far behind, the verbal insults were long gone, running away was a thing of the past. Something has changed in her. Something for the better. But why does is it scare her so much? |
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I moved in with my aunt and uncle. Everything is great. But honestly why does it scare me so much. Everything is coming together, yet I am petrified. I'm getting my GED, stop doing drugs and drinking, no longer sexual active (lack of boyfriend), getting a decent job, my license comes back Dec. 30, trying to get approved for a car. So all these wonderful things, and I'm scared. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME!?!?!?!?!????
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