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fuck you & the drink you take
written by forevrfalen407:50 AM 4/5/05why do you do it
why dont you care
do you even know im there
watching your every mistake
watching every drink you take
watching you die
i drop to the floor and cry
coming home to you on the floor again
these feelings flow down my pen to the paper
where i am safer than i would be with you
alone in a house of fear and death
as i watch you take your last breath
you fade away and go cold in my arms
tears roll down my cheeks onto your chest
you wake up
you carry on like nothing happened
fuck you and the drinks you take
causing the cuts i make
deeper and deeper till i feel no more
forever your little girl or so i thought
you lost me you got caught
you let me go you held on to mom
she doesnt love you she doesnt want you
for fuck sake get a clue
i cant believe you
you dont know what it is to feel
whether it be love or pain
youre driving me insane
get out
leave me alone
let me retreve whats left of this broken home
let me try and make the pieces fit
even though i cant make sense of it
i dont wanna die like this
but youre causeing it
a bottle of pills a bottle to drink
im learning well arent i daddy
just like you who i dispise
in this life theres no more compromise
my razor to the rosary
youll be sorry then
i want you to find me the way ive found you
dead on the floor
blood leaving my body slowly from a knife
isnt this nice
can you see the visual dad
its you in september then december
it never ends its a cycle of failure
but it wont be with me
learn your lesson or ill teach you one
my alcoholic of a father
i love you
i hate you
youre causing my suicide
even though i have reasons to get by
ill make you see one way or another
~shannon |
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| » Comments / Feedback | by zver (4-5-2005 - 07:53 AM)
| umm so umm ya listen be happy atleast ur not getign butraped by keanu reeves |
by discontented_child (4-5-2005 - 07:58 AM)
| wow this really spoke to me. That may sound like suck an old saying and way over used but I really turely loved this. |
by skulls (4-5-2005 - 02:28 PM)
| my gran likes her glug glug and she really embrassses me when she is pissed |
by Ultimate_Mutt (4-6-2005 - 04:11 AM)
| wow,don't throw your life away if it's true.you'll see better days |
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