i was doing good, it had been a year
but i did it again, as i had feared
i didnt go real deep, not too much blood
but thats okay, its the pain i love
it makes me feel better, feel renewed
i threw the blade, i was in a dangerous mood
i could have died, slit my wrists
i even got ready, making a fist
i set the knife there, ready to take a slice
i was ready, ready to become a sacrifice
but then i thought of my friends, and how they'd cry
i decided then, not to die
megans been through alot, and is still alive
even is she almost died, at the age of five
i guess ill go on, i should at least try to
i have to think before i do |
