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My Suicide
written by bleedblack07:51 PM 9/14/04i sit in a pool of
lost hopes and dreams
my appearance is decieving
i am not who i seem
i wander around
in the shelves of my head
i look for the one
labeled suicide and death
i search in hopes
to find a way out
i know i'll find one
without a doubt
i find the section
that i long for
i take that next step
to open the door
back to reality
is where i head
i know what i'm going to do
i think as a tear is shed
i pull open my
dresser drawer
i find what i
and looking for
i pop a few pills
then a few more
i take more and more
until i hit the floor
my mom runs in,
in search of the sound
that made the loud crash
and there i am found
i lay on the floor
twitching in pain
i'm so ready to
end this game
my mom gets me up
and tries to rush me to the car
she tries so hard
but she doesnt get far
i lay there motionless
slipping from lifes grip
as i begin to fade in my mothers arms
her sobs start to slip
i say my last words
and tell her i'll love her always
i never meant to hurt her
i just had to get away
i shed this one last tear
in hopes for my mother
for her to find a better life
where i won't trouble her
i'll miss her so much
but this is what i had to do
i couldn't stand it anymore
i knew i couldn't make it through
my mother gazes into my eyes
in wonder of what she did wrong
bet she'll never get that it wasn't her fault
it's because of her i waited so long
i slip away into the darkness
dead in my mother's loving arms
she holds me tight and rocks me back and forth
stunned by this sudden alarm
she throws her head onto my shoulder
weeping without control
my death begins her darkest days
the start of this never ending hole |
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Author's footnotes and comments on this Poem:
sad ... very emotional ... tell me whether you liked it or not
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| » Comments / Feedback | by SparkelyStars358 (9-14-2004 - 09:34 PM)
| very sad...but very good poem...i like it a lot |
by KG_Potter_Freak (9-14-2004 - 11:00 PM)
| Very sad, but very good.... |
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