alarm clocks screaming in my ears,
hands covered in blood,
glass slips hits the floor,
smashing into little pieces,
shuffle back, i hit the ground,
take the broken glass and grip it tightly in my palm,
squeeze,
close my eyes and scream,
pale skin, cut's forming everywhere,
drop the glass pull myself back up,
hair wet falling in front of my face,
looking back at my reflection,
the thing i hate the most,
it's looking back at me,
take my fist,
i'll break myself,
watch myself shatter,
deamons shouting at me,
the eyes of the dead they don't leave me be,
pealing my flesh off my body,
i'm so disgusting,
worthless dropping to my fear,
fear of breathing,
body limp,
breathing stops,
finaly i'mm free,
this is where i belong,
dead cold and alone. |