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Maybe..?
written by LieBerthalZz gUrlie 4eVa10:32 PM 9/21/04Everytime
I'm with them,
I think more
about being alone
and who I was
before I joined
this crowd,
how I felt before
my world
became so loud,
and why I
complained
day after day,
because now
it's worse than ever,
worse then I
ever imagined
my life would be.
I never really knew
what it felt like
to hate someone,
truly and truly
hate someone,
or maybe I just
wanna hate them..?
God knows
I have my reasons..
and sometimes,
when I do get my
once-in-a-lifetime
chance to be alone,
I think of all the things
I always wanted
but never had,
and all the things
I always wanted to
but never experienced,
that's when I think
to myself that maybe
something good
will come out of
all of this,
and maybe one day
I'll be able to look back
on "right now",
and laugh at it...? |
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Author's footnotes and comments on this Poem:
I wrote this a long tme ago when we lost our house and I had to move in with my dad, my aunt, uncle, cousins, and grandmom. It was really hard because I could count the times on one hand when I had privacy, and it was just always so caotic that I couldn't deal with it, so I wrote it all down...but now I can finally say that I did get the chance to look back on all of that and when I think about it, I do laugh. lol, I just gotta thank God things improved for me.
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