Frustration,
aggravation,
no "normal" communication,
all my patience is lost
as these battles are fought,
there's no where to turn,
the fires still burn,
I'm trapped in a hole,
where I'm out of control,
but then, I close my eyes....
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Once again,
a new day at last,
foget all the past,
all that was done,
all that was said,
now has no meaning,
as if all was erased,
giving no thought
to my heart
as it raced,
to my rigid body,
as it uncontrollably shook,
this drama's too intense
to easily overlook,
all this confusion inside,
makes me wish
that I'd die,
makes me wanna
pick up and run,
far away,
from everyone,
whatever it takes,
to get out of this place,
to be alone,
in an isolated zone,
without fears, without pain,
without criticizm to my name,
without a tear,
or a bloddy sorrow,
without having to wake up
and face tomorrow. |