My life so far was full of fears,
Full of pain and lies,
And the only sound was my cries,
Through all of these years.
I sat down and thought of all the sadness,
I cried when I realised how much I caused,
When I realised how much I lost,
When I wanted someone to take my hand and caress.
I cried and then I couldn't breathe,
I sobbed into a sheet,
I lived my life in fast forward,
I caught my breath a little then started to heave.
I thought that maybe it was time,
I should tell you how I felt,
How you make my heart melt,
And how I wish you were mine.
I took the photo out of my wallet,
I kissed the photo,
And i ran my hand over,
Just wishing you could feel it.
I decided today would be the day,
Ultimate neglection; rejection,
Or living in a lie; correction,
I told you and remember flying away.
Disappearing into something bright,
Feeling so warm and tingly,
A feeling I'd never felt before,
When I was taking flight.
I remember waiting,
Playing with the words in my head,
Hoping just praying that I wasn't misread,
And I wished we were dating.
You said those words back to me,
"I think I love you",
Well I'm sure that I do,
I was smothered in your beauty.
Still I am in disbelief,
I can't believe those words,
I can't believe what I heard,
I'm actually happy with no apparant greif. |
