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Confused
written by Dark Shady12:42 AM 9/26/04| I’m tired of writing these sad stories I’m tired of telling how my life was be4 I fell in love I’m tired of keeping a girl next to my side when she doesn’t wana be here I haven’t talkn to her in a few days cuz I know she’s tired of me she’s tired of the shit I put her threw she’s tried of being loved by someone that she cant love back I don’t know this its just the way I feel I can bet anyone of you she’s gunna call tonight brake me news and tell me “Its over” even though on Oct.5.04 will be our one year anniversary or she will call after that and tell me….I’m tired of sugar coating everything I’m srry Hun if u read this and u think I’m an ass for sayn this stuff but I kept on telling my self she still loves me but when we used to talk all nite and we knew we shouldn’t cuz we would get in trouble and ur phone would beep cuz it was gunna die we still talked cuz we wanted to but now even though it hasn’t been that long its been like 4yrs sense I talked to u longer then 20mins seems like 300 yrs sense I’ve seen you…why? Cuz I’m scared to have my heart broken I run away I let my heart race I hold my breath and let it slow down really fast so my heart beats loud cuz that’s house I felt when I was with u I'm to tired…..to be tired I’m to tired to keep on telling my stories cuz no1 cares no1 wants to know no one knows how bad I wana see her no1 knows how much I love her but everyone know this she can get a man 10000% better then me…but he cant love her, care for her or do the same things I woulda done for her when we were together….together my life didn’t mean nothing if she was sad and I hada do something I wouldn’t live thro I woulda done it cuz I woulda died happy knowing she was happy for one moment…but I know she’s happy now she’s with someone knew…..so I fall back into the pool of blood and tears and take my last….tired….breath… |
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*sighs* humn i'm back ppl srry hada get my thoughts together if uve been waitn for more poems your gunna get them
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