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Chained Here Till Death
written by Poetic_Decay
10:27 PM 9/27/04
Chained Here Till Death
You don't understand the pain I live through
Everday I must cry and scream
Everyday I must bleed and suffer
No one truly knows what it feels like
I'd rather die than stay in this world

My heart's been broken so many times
My cuts only get deeper and worse
I've been harmed and darkened by words
My eyes sometimes showing horror
My nose not smelling very well at all
My ears becoming dim and almost deaf
My hands and feet becoming clumsy
My arms and legs shaking more than ever

If only I could be understood
If only people could realize
Chained Here Till Death
I'm stuck on this painful planet earth
No one will ever understand how I feel
I'd rather die than stay here living in pain
I don't believe the ones I care for will ever understand
I'm lost but I don't think anything can save me

Everyday I cry and scream
Everyday I want to see my grave
But every sharp object seems to only cause pain when out of use
I don't believe in love anymore yet I let the pain of love continue
I don't know if the one I love most really cares for me
I let myself wonder in deep thought with the cuts always cutting deeper
Just because no one can ever see my scars doesn't mean I can't
I feel my scars becoming even worse
I feel my scars becoming even more painful
Soon I'll be visiting my grave

I see the color of blood everyday
I never sleep without the pain rushing through
I'm just always struggling
I'm kept here...I'm kept here till death
Chained Here Till Death
I hate this pathetic planet
But I just don't know if that's why I make myself bleed

They say they care and they say they understand
Their all wrong because I am never going to be understood
I'm left in darkness as the rain pours down
I hear the thunder roaring and the lightning striking
Wind blowing things everywhere
Water flowing in like floods

My life may not be cursed
But my life is pain and so is this world
You'd think my life would be perfect or at least fair
But I always know myself best
I'd rather live in a world of hate and dispair
I know I have that, but there's way too much

Stop the blood and stop the screaming
I just want to die and never see another soul living
Chained Till Death
I just don't belive anyone is there
I'm like everyone else yet I'm never alone enough to be satisfied

My thoughts are always horrifying
I'm always going through stress
As if the pain will ever be fixed
As if my life will ever get better
They may think I'm weak
They may be right, but the one thing they don't know is I could be dead the next day
I could kill myself, but the sharp objects seem to never go deep enough

My life has to be in a world of pain
At least I control whether I live or die


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Author's footnotes and comments on this Poem:
This is the first song i wrote :D

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» Comments / Feedback
by VampireGod6942 (9-27-2004 - 10:50 PM)
It is a good poem. IWhen i read it related to my life alot. I think you should keep writing poems like this. our pretty good at it.

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