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why am i still here?
written by deadrebel5303:10 AM 10/2/04i sit in the car thinking.
i just said my last good-bye
and that i would see you on monday.
i park the car and pull out
a gun.
i remember all the times i cut myself.
i remember all the times i overdosed on pills.
i remember all the times i tried to hang myself.
i even remember the time i tried to drown myself.
i remember all those times i tried to
kill myself.
but i'm still here.
i'm still here.
all the times i've tried and failed.
all the times you tried to talk me out of it.
all those times you were pissed at me after
you found out what i did.
even after all those times
i'm still here.
why am i still here?
no not today.
i'm not going to be here anymore.
this time i wil try and succeed.
this time i won't be here.
but i did say i would see you on
monday---the day of my funeral. |
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i dont want to be here anymore.
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| » Comments / Feedback | by Death Fairy (10-2-2004 - 04:00 AM)
| Why leave before you live life to its fullest, why leave when people might care, why leave and miss your chance to meet someone? Dont leave. please. |
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