I've hoped that this darkness would go away,
That I would be human again one day,
But still it lurks, just under my skin,
Holds onto my mind like the darkest sin,
It flows through my veins, it covers me,
And never does it seem that I will be free,
It's part of me, it's become who I am,
But I won't except it, and I look at my hand,
And my bleeding wrist, and the pool on the floor,
And I ponder, need i have locked the door,
Not that it matters, no one cares why,
And I'll keep opening the wound until I bleed dry,
It's the only way, the only choice I have left,
So embrace me fate, come swift my death. |
