Though everyone surrounds me
I’m feeling so alone;
I just want you to let me be
With the sorrow inside that’s grown.
Nothing you can say
Will change the way I feel.
Just leave me alone, at least today.
Pretend it’s no big deal.
I’m crushed inside, my heart is black.
I know I’ll never feel normal.
For I’ve lost my love, never to come back;
I cannot be true, only fake and formal.
Death, depression, hatred, pain,
All this-I want to die.
Same thing, again and again,
Feel dark, fear, and blood, but don’t cry.
I really don’t care what you say about me
Whether or not I’m doing what’s cool;
But I know that we’re all the same, truly,
Don’t say differently, and play yourself for a fool.
Can’t I just crumble away?
To fly with the careless, warm summer breeze?
Can’t I just die today?
To be pain-free, for at least a while, please?
Why does it have to hurt so?
Upon me it has come, my death.
For my body remains, but my soul did, indeed, go.
Give me freedom from this dark, opaque beth. |
