Consumed in this hell,
I lay crying all alone,
No computer; no freinds,
No lover on the phone,
A two day exclusion,
For something I didn't do,
Four days without a best freind,
Four days without you,
Trying to laugh into a pillow,
How long will ths facade last,
It wont be long,
Until I'm eaten by my past,
There's nowhere to go,
No place I can hide,
I feel like there's one exit,
A little suicide,
I spent my last 5 pounds,
On junk I do not need,
A poor boy with no support,
A boy; his eyes; they bleed,
Just let me sleep forever,
Let me say goodbye,
And tell everyone how much they mean,
Oh how I wish I'd die,
I feel more then just hate,
Regretting the action,
Taking the consequences,
Skid panel; no traction,
Life slipping away,
It's not falling fast enough,
Kill me now; kill me,
I know it wont be tough,
One throat,
One knife,
Deep cut,
No life,
My soul bleeds open,
But the boy stays intact,
What do I have to do to die,
Sign a f**king contract? |
