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Without You
written by DontFearAConcequence09:41 PM 10/10/04I slowly pull the gun away from my head
It’s finally sinking in, what you said
It hurts real badly and I want to die
The pain will end for good this time
I say, “You’d better go”
You look real concerned and tell me no
You tell me that I’m your very best friend
I look you in the eye and say, “this is the end”
I know you truly don’t want me to die
Throwing the gun down I let out a loud sigh
Putting my head in my hands I start to cry
I ask you why I shouldn’t just die
Everyone would be better off, admit it, its true!
I seriously don’t know what I’d do without you
You’re the only thing that can make me smile
Which is something I haven’t done in a while
Having you as my friend makes me forget all my issues in my head
but still i would rather be dead
To me you’re like a long lost sister
Without you I’d be dead, I’m sure
I get really worked up and I honestly don’t know why
But when I cut into my flesh I feel like I can fly
I know this cutting will be the death of me
But it takes the emotional pain temporarily
I love to take a blade to my skin, just to make it bleed
Because the emotional pain is just too much for me
You keep telling me that there’s so much more
If I die right now ill never know what’s in store
When I began to see my problems, I just ran
But my brother…if he made it through I know I can
I tell you to take the gun and throw it away
With that said there’s nothing left to say
You just smile and I smile back
I make a silent promise to never again crack
Without you I don’t know what I’d do
Without you. Without you. |
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Author's footnotes and comments on this Poem:
i wrote this poem a long long time ago...i think this is the last old poem i have to add to this place
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