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break
written by SilentScreamsofDeath09:02 AM 10/12/04It's been a year since I was here
yet time's not dried a single tear
I've come a long way since then
all the way back to where I started
and now I cry again
lost and broken-hearted
It wasn't meant to be, I see that now
but I'd give anything if it could be different, somehow.
I don't know who I am now
don't know who I will be
don't know quite how
she fell in love with me
the only thing I can say I've learned
through this eternity of hurt
is that the isolation, the bridges burned
have left me with less than dirt
I don't know where to go from here
don't know how to carry on
when swimming in this pain and fear
the love, the joy, the reason is gone.
So here I stand, or rather, kneel
here I sit and cry
drowning in that which I feel
and I can't even ask why.
I would give anything just to feel
the love I felt before
if I had anything to give, I'd trade it
to not feel this anymore
so now I look around myself
the terrain is unfamiliar
I see it in my memories
along with images of her
All I have left are dreams and tears
and the fullfillment of my greatest fears
the loss of all that I held dear
and now I'm the only one here
except I don't know where here is
I don't know where I've been
after I've played all my cards
what do I do then? |
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| » Comments / Feedback | by CatGoddess (12-30-2004 - 08:04 AM)
| Do I have to say it? ..... :D |
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