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The Truth of my Pain
written by Broken Phoenix08:54 PM 10/20/04I dont care any more I'am letting go of it all
I'am left standing here wactching my dreams fall
It's been so long since I've been fine
And now I know that nothings mine
It was a dream I wished to come true
I didnt know how badly I'd feel for you
But now That that fairy tale dream came ture
My lifes turned into a nightmare theres nothing new
The pain of having to let go of this dream
Is more then youll ever know
It was killing me before I even knew it
And now standing here I wonder if I can fight through it
It feels like forever since I've been a kid
The past few mounths seem like a dream
I cant make it fit
My heart is breacking
I am shacking
And I know you are aching
It's devistateing
I'am sorry far all the stuff I put you trough
But all these years I've been growing
With no ever showing
Then you came along
The frist one thatever showed me
your understanding
Of the stuff I was demanding
Theres no way I wanted to say this
But even though your understanding
My inner demons are too demanding
Of your aid
I wish that I could show it
I wish that I could truely know it
Deep inside
For you these feelings cant hide
Now that therer not hidding
Deep inside
I must thank you for all youve given
And I woul love to give some back
But thats nearly immpossible now that my hearts under attacak
I'm sorry it has to this way
I'd love to be with you
But right now theres too much goin on
And theres nothing I can do
I will always care deeply for you
Thank you for being there when I needed it the most
And now that it has to be this way
I can not go back
I'm sorry bout the pain youll might be feelin
I'm sorry bout everything
I'm sorry I cant say this to your face
But with a little time and water tears wont leave a trace
I only hope you know how much you mean to me
And now that I cant write no more
I now set you free
Maybe one day there will be time for use
but it's not today. |
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