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Life (how dumb)
written by Schizophrenic_broken07:41 PM 10/23/04This is Me
In year six,
got diagnosed,
with clinical depression,
Slit my wrists,
Until i went to hospital.
In year eight,
I grassed on my best friend,
told a stupid teacher,
she was making me so sad,
I regret it now.
In the summer holidays,
I messed it pretty bad,
Got so bloody drunk,
And gave it all away,
Yet I still love him
On Monday,
Mum took me to the docter's
told me I was depressed again,
told me there was sumething wrong,
Sed I needed to come back, for tests
On Thursday,
Went back, did the tests,
The docter asked me questions,
That hurt me deep inside
In the end he told me, "schizophrenic"
On Friday
Cryed all day,
And slit my wrists again,
Fell out with all my mates,
And rememberd how to hate myself.
On Saturday. (Today)
Told the world my story,
how I lost my bestest mates,
My virginity and my sanity,
All in a couple of years.
This is me...
HELP ME |
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Author's footnotes and comments on this Poem:
To Kiran, Bailey, and Nadia.
This ain't a reason,
But i thought you'd wanna know,
If you havent already been told.
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| » Comments / Feedback | by bloodlyvalentine (10-26-2004 - 01:48 PM)
| you have a good way of making ppl feel sorry for you, and i do, but that doesnt change anything.
im sorry for you coz you make your life sound so crap and then i wander why the fuck you slit ur wrists to make more pain for urself.
when i compare my life to urs, if i acted the way you do, ide be long dead by now. |
by Schizophrenic_broken (10-27-2004 - 12:09 PM)
| I've sed I'm sorry and I mean it.
I don't try and make you feel sorry for me so don't bother. My life is shit, and if you say yours is too then I belive you. I just wanna get away from it all, get rid of the pain of life for pain of death would be happyness for me, and i would be bloody dead if my mum didn't watch me like a hawk and if I had something slightly better that a fucked up blunt compass. Yet i have no knifes to use because my mums taken them away because of Thursay. Love is what breaks you but it cant be broken.. I'm so fuking messed up. I just need to know what's going on for once, why does the world keep it's secrets from me? Nadia... I'm sorry and I know that there isn't a way to make it up to you, but if there was, I would have tryed it. Believe me... I'm Sorry |
by bloodlyvalentine (10-28-2004 - 12:09 PM)
| when im messed up bout something i write it all down. it helps get my thoughts in order, but thats just me, it doesnt work for everyone
i dont understand, your in pain and you create more pain for youself by trying to cut to get away from it all? |
by tru_midnight_rose (10-28-2004 - 02:37 PM)
| OMG WDFF R U A PHYSCO OR SUMMIN U SLIT UR WRISTS DEN TELL DA WHOLE FUKIN WORLD 2 MKE DEM FEEL SORRY 4 U SUMMIN LYK DAT SHULD BE KEPT FUKIN SECRET UR SO FUKIN DUMBB MANN ITZ TRU BLONDEZ ARE FUKIN DUMB BIMBOZ U FUKIN HOEEE WDFF PHYSCO BITCH PEACE P.B. AMRIT. |
by tru_midnight_rose (10-28-2004 - 02:38 PM)
| OMG WDFF R U A PHYSCO OR SUMMIN U SLIT UR WRISTS DEN TELL DA WHOLE FUKIN WORLD 2 MKE DEM FEEL SORRY 4 U SUMMIN LYK DAT SHULD BE KEPT FUKIN SECRET UR SO FUKIN DUMBB MANN ITZ TRU BLONDEZ ARE FUKIN DUMB BIMBOZ U FUKIN HOEEE WDFF PHYSCO BITCH PEACE P.B. AMRIT. |
by bloodlyvalentine (10-29-2004 - 09:34 AM)
| *passes amrit some weeeed* calm down girl, its oooook |
by (anonymous) (11-1-2004 - 03:30 PM)
| ahaha nadia u makee me laughh jokaaxxamritxx |
by Schizophrenic_broken (11-3-2004 - 07:52 PM)
| nadia, can i have some weed too please? |
by bloodlyvalentine (11-7-2004 - 10:06 AM)
| hehehehehehe, thank you amrit! i'll think bout it courtney, i got one more stick left, hmmmmmmmm NO MY WEED! STOP STEELIN MY WEED! |
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