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Read,Live,Write,Die
written by Dark Shady03:16 AM 10/28/04| When people needed help I was there if u said I need help or I need advice or I need my sprit lifted wasn’t I there for u when I was in my dark times I wanted someone to listen to me I wanted someone to care I wanted the feeling of being love I wanted someone to be like me and help me just once just so I can feel better and then I would shut up I prayed to god to send someone to help everyone and what happened nothing so I hada keep helping everyone and taking more issues onto my life why? Cuz I’m a “cold heartless asshole” as many have called me and u ask why I'm not here!? I took my life cuz it was bull shit everyone has someone to talk to some1 to make them happy some1 to give them advice where was my someone? I fell in love yes but she couldn’t help because she to had issues like me everyone vents on us but never helps us no so know what fuck all thos who can read this and say “well I was here u just didn’t talk to me” FUCKN BULL SHIT!!!! One fuckn' person listen to me and she couldn’t always take the shit I hada say cuz why? Cuz all of u put pressure and more depression on me and it forced me to end my life and u sit there having this read to u by someone who’s taken out my will and u say I was her friend know what fuck u all of u are hearing this and ur getting ur depression back I’m not taken it to my grave and for the 2 ppl that were there for me I’ll be watchn over u and make sure none of these assholes or ppl like them wont bring u down like they did to me there’s no reason to end your life like I did just cuz some ppl cant deal with their own shit….now that I spilled my blood onto every wrote every feeling I felt everything that happened to me I always would cut my self just cuz that’s how I could get out my pain….thro more pain…stupid isn’t it but know what that’s all I could do... no I couldn’t talk to anyone all of u had ur heads up ur asses and didn’t help anyone but ur self….that’s sad…woulda been nice to have some1 to talk to other then my knife… blood outa my body with a smile on my face even though the girl I loved is cryn over my grave…all because of every single one of u…. now don’t feel bad OH NOOOO I was just a kid a kid who coulda hada life even though it grew shorter and shorter then other kids but I coulda hada life but u pushed me over…and I hope u can sleep good knowing parents are crying cuz of what u've done and a girl who fell in love with a boy and actually loved her back and friends with 1 buddy he cant hang out with parents cant hold their own fucking son cuz of ppl like u a girl cant kiss the man she loved any more….SLEEP WELL….*walks off* |
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| » Comments / Feedback | by maledeth (10-28-2004 - 03:52 AM)
| For a fucking second.. I thought this was xxx's work....shit...uhhh.....give me another second to skim through. |
by maledeth (10-28-2004 - 03:53 AM)
| No..never mind..I'll go and read reaper's stuff....I can't seem to get into this! |
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