| "daughter that we hate,your not realy ares,if only I could have made one of my own, You would have never been here,Dropped in your truh fathers arms the rapist that he is,your mother your truh dead mother, abusingyour soft skin,we could have given you a "real family" you'll never become anything, your life has fallen right before your eyes, you'll never be good for anything, your not what we wanted, how could you do this to us, look at yourself, nothing is there,hollow tears, your not real to us anymore,spit in your face, a little whore,run up on everything,waste yourself, we all laugh" these are the words you gave me, how can I live with this, are you right? do I do everything wrong, am I good for nothing, How could you make me this way, It's better when I don't blame myself, I always wanted to show you that I was better then you thought, Always wanted to out smart you,Wanted to be your shinning star, A daughter you could say with you heads held high, But your not real, Mother fake Mother you have not seen what I see, Father fake Father I have been raped of everythying,You where suppose to have given me a better life somewhere I could take away the pain, You think you have no faults, You took me into your home and showed me the meaning of being a "real family", It's everything I thought it would be, The same as it was before, Nothing at all. |
