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Pushed again
written by IceBound04:06 PM 11/3/04once again i was pushed to my limit
willing to faulter, i stared at my death for hours
staring straight back at me
why does he do this to me?
he knows that he can get to me
i wanted to squeeze that damn trigger so much it hurt
why won't he just fucking leave me alone?!
...that fucking bastard...
who the fuck does he think he is?
what right does he have to toy with my emotions?
leak into my brain and destroy all that i have
i don't know if her words can help me this time...
i hear you babe, but i can't see you...
you're not here, and i don't blame you
i wouldn't want to be witness to suicide either
i realize that the only person i would be hurting is you...
but surely you can understand and let my fate release me!
why can't i do it?!
why can't i pull that fuckin trigger?!
...why...
looking up now, i see the sky moving over me...
an image of me and you over the years...
now i realize why i can't,
realize what won't let me go...
kiss your lips and know it's there...
one word...one name...one truth...
...love... |
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Author's footnotes and comments on this Poem:
to the only girl that's turning my life around
to the only thing good that won't ever give up
Ashley
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