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Letting go
written by IceBound04:04 PM 11/4/04letting go is the hardest thing to hold back
my judgement is here
there are signs everywhere
no one cares to notice
i see them, always watching me
guiding me, using me to do there bidding
i see them as hidden angels amongest the crowd
in the streets and in the clouds
in everyone, and even now
that things couldn't get any worse for me
that fucking bastard walks back into my life
the signs are testing me...
so far i've only had one to show me the way
she's the one true objective in my life
my heart, my very soul goes out to her
the ice forming around my heart is only half
the pain i've endured, just trying to deal with the aftermath
of this past situation
just trying to get by
i won't lie,
seeing him does get me down
but seeing her lifts me from the ground
a single smile, and the day's fine
i realize now that thin line
between loving her,
and breaking her...
weird how it comes easy this way,
yet after all the pain i've caused, she stayed
for me...
but why?
why does she put her self through this?
i know taking my life would end my pain
in result, i'd hurt her to, i'd be the one to blame
self-pity and suicide are a thing of the past
i've thrown the gun away, i finished dead last
i swear i'll love her with every bit that i can take from my soul
and more...
i hope she realizes now,
she's not the only one listening... |
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