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written by DeaD_DyinG_PaiN05:37 PM 11/6/04| I stare at my mirror for hours asking a question that no one will ever truly know. As I stay there staring at my own reflection I start to feel as if I’m disappearing am I just a figment of my own never ending but dying imagination. Is this pain that I feel even real or am I just giving myself a reason to cry? No I do believe this is real I wish other wise though. See without you everything just falls to part I have hurt everyone else in my life so now I turn on myself. This scars make me hard when I’m soft make me bled like this tears that fall on your grave. I’m tired of fighting with myself this is a battle no one will ever truly win. See when I’m dizzy and out of it I can forget the pain you have brought upon me and dance and smile laugh for hours. The last thing you ever told me was that its not how you live or how you die its what you leave behind what does that mean, does that mean you took your own life just to leave me alone in this black hole known as life? That you want to sit there and watch me miss you and cry and bleed for you. If that’s it then you got it I will bleed and die just for you. God I hate myself.. I’m ugly, I’m useless, I take up the air my loved ones need to breath with you took all that and made me the Lee Ann of everyday life and then you left your work isn’t done I guess I wasn’t suppose to fall in love with you but it just happened and your gone you left not even a goodbye, not even a kiss… I miss you oh its so sad I wont forget you never in my life. I need you to make me one whole person see without you I’m missing…. |
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