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The letter of a lost girl
written by XpaperdollX12:17 AM 11/11/04| I feel nothing, Am I nothing? What can I do for you, Why wont you notice me, I feel so alone, Is this the only feeling that takes over me, So confussed by all of this. Why cant I smile, I wish I was a child when I thought everything was perfect, I wish I where clueless, I hate knowing the truth. I wish someone would save me, Im broken glass, I cant be glued back together only with effort, No one takes the chance. No one understands me, I should just take the gun and put it to my head, One bullet bang bang I'm dead, I can't what keeps me here? There must still be something inside of me, A part of me I feel is still alive, Where it is I have not found. I always fuck things up, I always say the wrong things, I dont want to breath anymore. Oh someone anyone God if there is a God up there take me away, Let me leave in peace I lived long enfough. Will you forget me and cast me to hell If I took my life? You only laugh at me is that why I am here? Is it for your pleasure. Im not the evil one here, I did the best I could and still its not good. So torn apart, Always in my own little world, Stay away from veiw. What am I scared of? I still remeber the first time I scrapt my knee I never cried just looked and smiled wipt it away with my hand, Now I have fallen and I cant find the strength to get up. I stuffed my suit case with my broken dreams and got my ticket to the place down below. Whats worse then this place Id rather be dead, Then having fingers pointed at my face, Tormeant by everyone around me. Im not lost I just dont have anyone by my side I never did, Tears sting my face burning there way down, I feel nothing now I know I am nothing. Call me weak whatever you want but you would have to walk the path I waled through. I take this gun pointed to my head bang bang now Im dead. |
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