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How
written by ieatsmellysocks09:03 PM 11/12/04When in class I almost passed out
My friends and teachers got worried about
Me and told me that there always there
I wonder if they actually care
I tell them im just having a bad day
How can I tell them im not ok
When they saw the scars they almost died of fright
Im even scared, scared of what I do to myself every night
Teacher asks me if im ok
I nodded but inside im screaming no way
He seems to understand that I don’t know how
After all these years of being secretive how can I tell him now
When they made me go to a counselor and she asked how things were
I said fine because how can I tell her
They all just want to know if im ok
But how can I tell them?I try everyday
Used and abused hated and neglected
Lied to and lonely beaten up and rejected
Every time I hear them say
To me “Hex are you ok?”
I always try to tell them but I don’t know how
After all these years I cant tell them now
How do I tell them I need help
How do I tell them I want to kill myself?
Why do I tell them im alright
Then go home and cut and cry alone every night
Tell me tell me tell me how
Tell me how to tell them now
How do I tell them that im not ok
How do I tell them what im dying to say |
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Author's footnotes and comments on this Poem:
This is a poem i wrote quite a while ago,and i still wonder,how do i tell them?anyway,comment please
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