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My Testiment
written by chaoticthoughts03:42 AM 11/13/04Tick, tock, tick, tock
The clock hands slowly turn to midnight
The cold blade pierces my soft, milky skin
I let out a little sigh
As I watch the blood follow the wrinkles in my hand down to my fingertips
Imagining them falling into an eternal, purgitorial abyss
Scoring over old wounds
For the world to see new scars from my anguish of living in this totured soul
For the few moments my reality has been altered
I am no longer human, I feel nothing, I am nothing
No one can disrupt me in my time of blissfull, paradise
I cannot be scorned for my actions in the wellbeing of my sanctuary
Within here is my security, protection, and disgust
Just as much as I worship my distraction; is just as much as I loathe it
Genuineness is what I show others; falsehood is what I tell myself
How could anyone assume I'm staying
When all that dwells in my mind is the turmoil from all their deceit
The direction in which I am traveling is corrupted
My existence as we know it is petty
Feelings of indifference overpower my defensive guard
I'm left open, defenseless and vulnerable
Fearful of what could skulk into my way of thinking leaving me temporarily sightless
Shifting the very certainty I had of my world
The concept of individualism, idealism, and nonconformity are dreaded by so many
That's why others like us are deemed as outkasts
Goths, punks, skaters, cutters, suicidal freaks, druggies, junkies, alcoholics, emos'
Those righteous, accepted and misinformed capitol idiots
We will outlast all of them, only we will prevail
We have the depth they lack, we have the potential they lost, we have the suffering they never encountered
As one we are nothing, but united we are inescapable
They will not win this war, they will smolder under our feet, as we burn everything they built to the ground
We will establish a new Rule
It will be our Rule |
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